I am alone at home.
My Starbucks Christmas coffee , ginger bread latte, haribo and tv . The big bang theory.
A summary of this year :
Love of my life abandoned me.
I slept many guys.
A really hard party life.
At the end : New year’s eve home alone.
The guy that I like could not reach my city due to snow storm.
Overall I am happy to be alone but just for tonite…..
The feeling that nobody will love me still maintains.
I am not a person to be loved even liked as a gf.
As a friend I am ok….
So tonite I salute my other lonely New year’s eves
For long and long life….
My loneliness will be accompanied me.