Today

Today I am calm. A perfect sun but a chill weather lick my soul. I am preparing for spring. I am fighting with my anxiety. About school, about after school about his parents and his family, about my family…. but good weather helps and my dreams help. I was going to AUS in my dream….

For him

I was lost. I lost my motivation, my aim… I was stuck the past. Today was enough. He was enough. He is still enough by the way. Why am I doing this fucking master? I was frustrated of unsuccessful attempts for assignments, homework… Lack of time management! But today I remember , I need to…

Relief

Nowadays I am so chilled so peaceful… Things are smooth. Christmas is on the corner! My boyfriend’s friends are coming for Christmas. He is bringing his girlfriend. So we will be accelerator during their serious leveling up process. So I did iron, dishes and cleaning today. But a holiday mood boosts my mood! Last week…

Amsterdam again

On friday I was in Amsterdam to get a UK visa. The weather was lovely. So I took so many pictures. I went to De Pijp area which I liked a lot . I believe now Amsterdam is prettier than a tourist place. Autumn is perfect in this open-air theme park city, Amsterdam. All photos…

Oisterwijk

Yesterday, while I was going to the university, I was astonished again by a Small town called Oisterwijk. I decided to go there after school ofcourse if he agrees with me and has a lust to go there. Thanks to sunshine and his boredom at work, it was so easy to convince him. The town…

Tributes to every piece of mine

Today there was a festival at the Philips De Jongh park in Eindhoven. The theme was Happy Sunday ! And at the stage there were only Tribute groups. Red Hot Chili Peppers Amy Winehouse Queen Led Zeplin I only listened Amy Winehouse band. The band was so successful . The vokal is dressed similar as…