Today

Today I am calm. A perfect sun but a chill weather lick my soul. I am preparing for spring. I am fighting with my anxiety. About school, about after school about his parents and his family, about my family…. but good weather helps and my dreams help. I was going to AUS in my dream….

For him

I was lost. I lost my motivation, my aim… I was stuck the past. Today was enough. He was enough. He is still enough by the way. Why am I doing this fucking master? I was frustrated of unsuccessful attempts for assignments, homework… Lack of time management! But today I remember , I need to…

Amsterdam again

On friday I was in Amsterdam to get a UK visa. The weather was lovely. So I took so many pictures. I went to De Pijp area which I liked a lot . I believe now Amsterdam is prettier than a tourist place. Autumn is perfect in this open-air theme park city, Amsterdam. All photos…

Oisterwijk

Yesterday, while I was going to the university, I was astonished again by a Small town called Oisterwijk. I decided to go there after school ofcourse if he agrees with me and has a lust to go there. Thanks to sunshine and his boredom at work, it was so easy to convince him. The town…

Tributes to every piece of mine

Today there was a festival at the Philips De Jongh park in Eindhoven. The theme was Happy Sunday ! And at the stage there were only Tribute groups. Red Hot Chili Peppers Amy Winehouse Queen Led Zeplin I only listened Amy Winehouse band. The band was so successful . The vokal is dressed similar as…