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sometimes I look for someone who only listens me

What I caught by myself

My friends were in Amsterdam. Just by train ride for one and half hour, I arrived there.

These are photos I took with my new iphone X .


Hello from Netherlands

I am in Eindhoven actually I moved to Eindhoven.

My husbands works here. I am currently unemployed but act as a domestic worker.



I do not know what I am gonna do. But I love taking photos and walking around

Long long time ago

P+S Dış Çekim 99

(yes thats me ! )

When I feel that much fresh and excited was such a long time ago; probably when I was in love with my first boyfriend at university and few days were left to open the fall semester so I would had been able to seen him…

That freshness for the semester and excitement for the love, the friends…

Now I am married for 4 months..

I quit my job.

I am moving to the Netherlands , my husband found a job there.

My life has changed so fast.

When we decided to get marry last November, I was working in Istanbul – I was in love w my job- and he was working in Bursa and everything seems control and easy that we will be living and working in Istanbul by a inter-departmental transfer of him.

So John Lennon tweets again in my life-timeline “Life is what happens to you while you are busy making other plans.”


He could not come Istanbul, my lovely job converts into a daily Chinese torture … Distance between him and me, the wedding ceremony bills, families and trying to understand “marriage” became hard…

Then an opportunity out of blue…

An offer from Eindhoven turns everything a shine bright yellowish orange pink green  !

Now I am looking for rental homes, living in my parent-in-laws home, saying goodbye to friends…

I am excited because now I- as my all freedoms- will be able breathe again in Europe

I am excited because now I will be able to experience what it is like to be married

I feel freshened because now I left a job which does not fit for me

I feel freshened because now I grew up and I know what I want from life in abroad .




Wish come true

I and My husband are on the edge of a big change. Now we are waiting for the decision which must be made by the third party so we can begin from the scratch. 

Wish wish I wish all my heart ❤️….. 
photo is from our home

 Amsterdam when I am 30

I am 30. 

My husband bought me a trip to Amsterdam on my 30th birthday. 

He had never been in Amsterdam so I think it was a present for him too . 

I took some pictures, it was 5th time in Amsterdam so I would like to see Amsterdam from a perspective of a resident while my husband is astonished by the city itself… 

City is beautiful and ordered actuall if you removed all tourists… 

And we didnot go extereme for celebration, indeed, he was sleeping 🙂 While I turn into 3 numbers … I do not care at all for birthdays, but I can tell you now. 

30s are soooo different and amazing

Never say never

I did something. 

A mistake, a very bad one. However, feeling ok, not so regretful. 

Feels like a dream of someone. But it was real, may be it was my subconscious that reveals

Honey Mooon

I don’t know since when I haven’t been writing to this blog. Let’s say 1 year at most. 

Big alterations required time. 

I am married now. A big friendly wedding followed by a marvelous honeymoon in Santorini. 

I will tell about each detail of this 1 long year but I will begin with happy end . 

First we have just 1 week for our vacation so, we don’t want to spend our limited days on a flight and trying to overcome jetlag. 

Europe is the target for honeymoon under such conditions. Indeed I traveled many countries, a summerish holiday is demanded and Greece was winner due to it’s physical and cultural proximity. 
santorini was the answer. We looked through AirBnB and booked our place in akrotiri, santorini on December. 

This is or place Aura Marina apartments in Akrotiri.

Booked our ticket on application Hopper which shows the highest and lowest rates of the route , and calculates when it could be lower. 

Aeagen airlines have non-direct flights to Santorini. First you must stop in Athens Airport, a decent and shop lover style. Later you need to take a 45 minutes flight to Santorini. 

Santorini is a small and a mountainous island with 3 big villages. Oia ( the symbol of the island), Thira ( the center village, port is there) , Akrotiri, ( small and southern village, close to beaches) 

You better rent an ATV or car. It is a toursitc island in Greece do not wait proper public buses. And please enjoy your time and do not depend on anything. 

Island is not cheap. We spend for our dinners ( 3 mezes, 1 main course, ouzo or wine (glass)) 50-70 euro in different parts of the island. 

Sunset is incredible, I think in aegean region is incredible for sunset but Oia and Thira is special due to its architecture. 

For a greek tavern try To psaraki ( mussels and fish fresh) 

For fine dining try Selene.

For breakfast and bakery try Svoronos. 

For wine tasting go to Hadzjidakis . 

Try vinsantoo !! 😋 delicious 

We enjoyed we liked the island and We rested . 

now actual times begin…  a just married life

A beginning for a dead end

(photo is taken by me at my favorite cafe in Istanbul) 

After electoral voting, Turkey said No in big cities however majority say yes (according to pro-government sources) 

Now we are more fragile than ever, trapped than ever… 

He begins to talk about death penalty. No surprise, power needs to be felt by the all audience in the most rigid form. 

It is like hunger games… A hanging tree

The song.. 

before it is too late

Me and fiancé should move a welcoming country for us, not like US

I wish that we could move to Sweden; close to Turkey, great coffee and cinnamon rolls, freedom and snow 🇸🇪🇸🇪🇸🇪

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