(yes thats me ! )
When I feel that much fresh and excited was such a long time ago; probably when I was in love with my first boyfriend at university and few days were left to open the fall semester so I would had been able to seen him…
That freshness for the semester and excitement for the love, the friends…
Now I am married for 4 months..
I quit my job.
I am moving to the Netherlands , my husband found a job there.
My life has changed so fast. https://open.spotify.com/track/2RcanAJpudPNDkyIe9DzKS
When we decided to get marry last November, I was working in Istanbul – I was in love w my job- and he was working in Bursa and everything seems control and easy that we will be living and working in Istanbul by a inter-departmental transfer of him.
So John Lennon tweets again in my life-timeline “Life is what happens to you while you are busy making other plans.”
He could not come Istanbul, my lovely job converts into a daily Chinese torture … Distance between him and me, the wedding ceremony bills, families and trying to understand “marriage” became hard…
Then an opportunity out of blue…
An offer from Eindhoven turns everything a shine bright yellowish orange pink green !
Now I am looking for rental homes, living in my parent-in-laws home, saying goodbye to friends…
I am excited because now I- as my all freedoms- will be able breathe again in Europe
I am excited because now I will be able to experience what it is like to be married
I feel freshened because now I left a job which does not fit for me
I feel freshened because now I grew up and I know what I want from life in abroad .